‘Finding good in grief,’ The Age, Life & Style (11 May 2013) 25.
Death has been on Julian Barnes’ mind lately. In 2008, he published Nothing to be Frightened of, a book that approached the subject from the perspective of an non-believer. As the centre of his recent Man Booker Prize winner The Sense of an Ending (2011) is a suicide and the novel is, in part, a reflection on the inscrutable questions raised by the act of rejecting life itself. His new book, Levels of Life, a slim volume as elegant as anything he has written, gets to what is surely the heart of his recent preoccupation: it is a mediation on his personal grief following the death in 2008 of the dedicatee of his books and his wife of nearly 30 years, Pat Kavanagh.
Kavanagh’s death was sudden. Barnes records that she had a mere 37 days between the diagnosis of her terminal illness and her final moments. Five years after the fact, his dismay at the swiftness of her demise is evident in the last of the three sections of Levels of Life, in which he sets out with a kind of savage clarity the upending consequences of her absence.
It is an absence that defines the book in interesting ways. Though Kavanagh appears on the dustjacket beside her husband, almost as if she were his co-author, her name does not appear in the text. Rather than enter into the details of their life together, Barnes dissects the way in which the experience of grief makes interactions with the world difficult and painful. No one seems able to strike the right note of condolence. He bristles when people use coy euphemisms like ‘passed’. When friends try to sympathise, it only reinforces his sense of loss; but when they try the opposite tack and behave with faux-cheerfulness, or try to pass over the sensitive issue in silence, he feels affronted.
He reveals that he contemplated suicide and nominates his preferred method (the same one used by Adrian Finn in The Sense of an Ending: a hot bath and a blade across the wrists). More importantly, he explains why decided against it. He notes that even now, despite the passing of time, he is still capable of being blindsided by an innocent remark or a sudden recollection, but he suggests that there is a sense in which it is only right and proper that grief should endure. The death of a loved one creates a need to remember, to hold on to the traces of their existence: the sense of loss can never, and should never, be entirely overcome.
Barnes is an Englishman, not someone given to overt displays of emotion, and as a memoir of grieving Levels of Life is rather unusual. His heartfelt tribute to his wife comes only after he has devoted two thirds if his book to a charming semi-fictionalised historical essay about ballooning, photography, the efforts of a Frenchman named Felix Tournachon to become the first man to capture an image of the Earth from the air, and a love affair between the celebrated nineteenth century actress Sarah Bernhardt and an English aeronaut named Fred Burnaby.
As a preamble to the book’s personal material, this makes more sense than first appears. It works as an objectifying and, in a sense, distancing gesture that contextualises the problems evoked by Barnes’ experience of loss. Levels of Life asks to be understood, retrospectively, as a secular encounter with the reality of death, but as Barnes points out we have ‘lost the old metaphors, and we must find new ones’. It is as metaphors, as well as ‘emblems of modernity’, that he invites us to consider photography and flight. The book’s encompassing ambition is to suggest that the demystifying forces of the modern world, though they have rendered untenable the old mythical understandings, might yet provide ways to speak of the meaning of life and death. It inverts the structure of the Divine Comedy, which ascends from hell through purgatory to heaven, proceeding instead from ‘the sin of height’ to being ‘on the level’ before it arrives at its final ‘loss of depth’, and in its deft examination of the complexities and ambiguities of these commonplace notions, and what they might signify to us now, Levels of Life acquires an unlikely coherence.
Capturing a profound sense of sadness in writing without slipping into sentimentality or self-pity is a difficult thing to do. In Levels of Life Barnes has not only negotiated the apparent incongruity of his material, he has created a distinctive and ultimately very affecting hybrid work that balances reflection and analysis with great skill. As an essay, Levels of Life is a deeply thoughtful work; as a piece of historical fiction, it is quite charming; and as a memoir, it is perfectly judged.
Death has been on Julian Barnes’ mind lately. In 2008, he published Nothing to be Frightened of, a book that approached the subject from the perspective of an non-believer. As the centre of his recent Man Booker Prize winner The Sense of an Ending (2011) is a suicide and the novel is, in part, a reflection on the inscrutable questions raised by the act of rejecting life itself. His new book, Levels of Life, a slim volume as elegant as anything he has written, gets to what is surely the heart of his recent preoccupation: it is a mediation on his personal grief following the death in 2008 of the dedicatee of his books and his wife of nearly 30 years, Pat Kavanagh.
Kavanagh’s death was sudden. Barnes records that she had a mere 37 days between the diagnosis of her terminal illness and her final moments. Five years after the fact, his dismay at the swiftness of her demise is evident in the last of the three sections of Levels of Life, in which he sets out with a kind of savage clarity the upending consequences of her absence.
It is an absence that defines the book in interesting ways. Though Kavanagh appears on the dustjacket beside her husband, almost as if she were his co-author, her name does not appear in the text. Rather than enter into the details of their life together, Barnes dissects the way in which the experience of grief makes interactions with the world difficult and painful. No one seems able to strike the right note of condolence. He bristles when people use coy euphemisms like ‘passed’. When friends try to sympathise, it only reinforces his sense of loss; but when they try the opposite tack and behave with faux-cheerfulness, or try to pass over the sensitive issue in silence, he feels affronted.
He reveals that he contemplated suicide and nominates his preferred method (the same one used by Adrian Finn in The Sense of an Ending: a hot bath and a blade across the wrists). More importantly, he explains why decided against it. He notes that even now, despite the passing of time, he is still capable of being blindsided by an innocent remark or a sudden recollection, but he suggests that there is a sense in which it is only right and proper that grief should endure. The death of a loved one creates a need to remember, to hold on to the traces of their existence: the sense of loss can never, and should never, be entirely overcome.
Barnes is an Englishman, not someone given to overt displays of emotion, and as a memoir of grieving Levels of Life is rather unusual. His heartfelt tribute to his wife comes only after he has devoted two thirds if his book to a charming semi-fictionalised historical essay about ballooning, photography, the efforts of a Frenchman named Felix Tournachon to become the first man to capture an image of the Earth from the air, and a love affair between the celebrated nineteenth century actress Sarah Bernhardt and an English aeronaut named Fred Burnaby.
As a preamble to the book’s personal material, this makes more sense than first appears. It works as an objectifying and, in a sense, distancing gesture that contextualises the problems evoked by Barnes’ experience of loss. Levels of Life asks to be understood, retrospectively, as a secular encounter with the reality of death, but as Barnes points out we have ‘lost the old metaphors, and we must find new ones’. It is as metaphors, as well as ‘emblems of modernity’, that he invites us to consider photography and flight. The book’s encompassing ambition is to suggest that the demystifying forces of the modern world, though they have rendered untenable the old mythical understandings, might yet provide ways to speak of the meaning of life and death. It inverts the structure of the Divine Comedy, which ascends from hell through purgatory to heaven, proceeding instead from ‘the sin of height’ to being ‘on the level’ before it arrives at its final ‘loss of depth’, and in its deft examination of the complexities and ambiguities of these commonplace notions, and what they might signify to us now, Levels of Life acquires an unlikely coherence.
Capturing a profound sense of sadness in writing without slipping into sentimentality or self-pity is a difficult thing to do. In Levels of Life Barnes has not only negotiated the apparent incongruity of his material, he has created a distinctive and ultimately very affecting hybrid work that balances reflection and analysis with great skill. As an essay, Levels of Life is a deeply thoughtful work; as a piece of historical fiction, it is quite charming; and as a memoir, it is perfectly judged.
Levels of Life
Julian Barnes
(Jonathan Cape)
Julian Barnes
(Jonathan Cape)






